Yesterday was my three year wedding anniversary and on a whim I decided to test. After sighing the typical “here comes the negative” mantra that always hits me my heart stopped when I looked over less than a minute later to see two solid lines.
I do believe the words, “Oh my fucking god, NO WAY. This isn’t real” escaped my mouth a zillion and one times. I couldn’t cry or scream or anything. I was just shocked. The only symptom that I’ve had has been sore breasts, but I figured that might be because I sleep on my stomach.
In shock I drove out of town to pick up a digital test in case these internet cheapies were lying. After arriving home and having a near panic attack and pissy moment that Jeremy might have discovered our secret I tested once again with the digital and another cheapie. The cheapie showed two lines. I held my breath and looked at the digital screen fully expecting a NOT PREGNANT to crush my hopes. However the digital screen glowed, “Pregnant.” A delightful half scream of glee escaped as I told Leo, our dog, how he was going to have a brother or sister soon. I couldn’t help but laugh and smile. Peeing for yet a third time on the fourth test my body a wreck of nerves I watched two more lines appear. Diluted third time of the day pee and still positive. I just can’t believe it.
I boxed up all the tests and waited for Jeremy to get home. Since we were exchanging gifts I mentioned how I was the ultimate gift giver and that he’d love my presents. He unwrapped the first two. A game and a movie. I handed him the third box and held my breath. It took a few moments and his smile dropped into a shocked face. His reaction was similar to mine. “Really? Really? Seriously? How many times did you test? Really?!” He was just as excited and in shock as I was.
Today I ran around to a few hospitals to get a verified test done so I could schedule an appointment with my OBGYN. One couldn’t do the test due to not having an order, the other clinic’s doctor was out on an emergency. Finally I was sent to the Public Health Department where the test was done. This was way harder than it should have been.
Trying to guess a due date was awesome since my last period was April 23rd, but I was negative on May 20th when I got my laparoscopy done and haven’t had a period since. We’re assuming it was somewhere during the last two weeks of June and no later than July 7th since the positive line came up well before the control line on her test. So the due date right now at this moment in time is anywhere from February 13th through March 13th.
I’m really excited and really scared. I’ve decided to give up being a vegetarian because I don’t want to experiment on the Lil Luma or deprive him/her of nutrients when I’m not totally secure with my nutritional ability on being a vegetarian.
I have a doctors appointment scheduled on the 27th to get started on whatever it is they do. Hopefully they can tell me how far along I am.
SO FUCK YEAH GO US!
Thanks so much! It was such an awesome present I think. Ultimate gift giver 
. Also I fixed the e-mail issue.
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AAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DID post a story!! I had to turn on my computer solely to check out your blog and see if you did. AND YOU DID! And now I’m even more giddy!
I know the fears you’re having.
I AM SO EXCITED FOR YOU!
Da’aww! That’s sweet. I typed it up last night so I could remember what I was feeling, so it is a bit spaztic I think. Awesome none the less. I’m glad that someone understands my fears 
. THANKS!
BEST PRESENT EVER! I’m SO happy for you and Jeremy and so, so, so excited that is is happening for you! 
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I know right! Ultimate gift giver RIGHT HERE!.
dez, this completely made my day! Congrats to you and jeremy, you definitely deserve this!
Thank you!
You know what’s crazy? I was just thinking about you after seeing your name on Lavish, and was all “oh, wonder how TTC is going…” and here you are, all pregnant and such.
CONGRATULATIONS !!!!!!!
That’s pretty awesome.
I am so happy and excited for you guys! I teared up while reading the story, so I can’t imagine how amazing it feels for you two. What a great anniversary present. Congratulations!
Here I thought my story sounded kinda spazzy. Thanks Allyson.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
I AM SO E-HUGGING THE HELL OUT OF YOU (but not too hard cause i don’t want to hurt the mini-dez/jeremy)
SO MUCH HAPPY
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Don’t explode!
Dez, I am just SO HAPPY for you! I CAN’T EVEN! I have been rooting for you all along and I always had faith that it would happen and I’m just so ecstatic for you and Jeremy. You are going to be A TOTALLY AWESOME IN ALL CAPS MOMMY!
Your comment made me cry Anna. I read it to Jeremy and he gives you a thumbs up.
YAYYYYYY! *Does a little happy dance for you* Congratulations!!
*does the happy dance with you*
OMG DEZ YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry – the abuse of the caps lock and exclamation point was a little necessary in order to convey my excitement and sheer JOY!
I am so happy for you and Jeremy! CONGRATULATIONS!!! *hug*
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Thanks Jenn . Abuse that capslock!
Annivserey babies are the best babies. I found out on our 9 year annivserey. I started tearing up when I read it on twitter & Facebook but once I read the story and more exactly when you said your boobs were sore I started crying (I think it’s the hormones talking) I am beyond thrilled for you and Jeremy.
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I tried to get a hold of you to tell you before I announced it publicly but after running around so much I just didn’t get the chance. 
Now we can be hormone buddies.
Omg omg!! Yay!!!!!!! Congrats so much hunny! I am so happy for you two! Yay!!
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Us too! Now you need to be next
Congratulations!!! I’ve been reading your blog on & off for a couple of years now and I’m SO glad to see this post *finally*!
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Thank you for stopping by to show your support I appreciate it.
*passes babydust your way*
Congratulations hun! I’m so happy for you. I’ve been following your blog for such a long time and I know that you’ve always wanted a little one and how hard you tried. Here it is, I wish you the best and let us know about the little one’s due date
There couldn’t be a better gift for your anniversary. Enjoy this new chapter.
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Thanks Nicole I plan to annoy everyone with pregnancy updates.
I am extremely happy for you and Jeremy! You guys are going to make awesome parents!
I really hope so.
Oh my God Dez. I’m so fucking happy for you! You two have deserved this for so long!
Thanks Whitters
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! That is so beyond amazing! Congrats to you! (And Daddy to be too!!!!) *happy dance*
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So, I read this on Facebook on my iPod and just couldn’t convey my excitement properly. Can I just say, OMG I AM SO EFFING EXCITED FOR YOU!!!!!!! It hurts me so muchly when I see my friends disappointed when they deserve a munchkin. I love that all your hard work and perseverance in the sexing paid off – and naturally too! GO YOU!!
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I am so happy for you and Jeremy .. I knew it was gonna be a matter of time..
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Dez,
After having issues with my PCOS, your story has such a happy ending. It’s such a joy, and makes me feel that if you can succeed, so can I.
Congratulations to you and Jeremy! You will be the greatest of parents
I am so happy for you both and you give so many people who may not conceive right a way so much hope and inspiration. Congrats, Dez– I can’t think of anyone who deserves this more.
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I’ve been a lurker of your site for a very long time (its been great reading someone else’s journey with PCOS), and I just wanted to say congratulation! I’m so happy to read this post!
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Yay Dez!!!! SO happy for you guys Not sure what else to say that hasn’t already been said… YAY!!
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I am a bit late to this party, but OMFG. I AM SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! No joke, I almost cried from reading this. I am so happy for you Dez!
I’m just beyond thrilled for you. This is something that definitely you and Jeremy deserve. I love you both! yaaay!
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OMG Dez I barely had a chance to read your Blog. I am crying over here!!!! I am soo Happy for you and Jeremy!!!!! AAAHHHHH *wants to run around and scream and yell but everyone is asleep* I cant wait to see all the wonderful things you will go through !!!!!
yayayayay well done…finally!! you must feel amazing xxx
Hello! My name is Dez and I just happen to be your not so average twenty-three year old gamer geek girl. I'm married to an equally geeky husband, Jeremy. After many years of fighting infertility we have unlocked the pregnancy achievement and are expecting our first.
In the meantime we already obtained the furkid achievement as we love, play with, cuddle, and sometimes scold an insane dog named Leo as well as our lovely kittens Stryker and Kitana.
As for myself I'm a lover of video games, Hello Kitty, not blowing up my kitchen in an attempt to be a chef, and pretending to be a photographer. Learn more about me!
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Dez, this is awesome! I’m so happy for you guys.
Congrats! (Also, how awesome of an anni present is that? lol) (Crap, I put my email address as my url. lol!)